Wednesday, December 25, 2013

"Just Give Me A Reason" (feat. Nate Ruess)



Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them

Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')

You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
You still lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean

Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again


Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again

Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again


suka lagu ni....

pernah x? korg buat sesuatu perkara y korg rasa sgt2 berdosa..
n rasa..Ya Allah, teruknya ak ni, da mati ke hati ak ni, layak ke ak nk mencapai cintaMu lagi...n pelbagai depression ..
segan, malu ngan Allah smpai rasa nk solt pun segan..bkn segan dgn org tp segn dgn tuhan..lebh kurg mcm dah putus asa terhdp kasih syg Allah kerana teringtkan diri y penuh dosa dan kotoran....

then, cer dgr sambil bace lirik y pink diboldkan tu...
ak rasa lirik tu sgt3 bermakna...

kasih syg tu x ptus, cume bengkok n kita boleh belajar semula untuk mencintaiNya
kuatkan hati, tabahkan jua, mohon kemaafanNya, dan bina semula rasa cinta terhdp Allah..
dosa tu menjdi parut dlm jiwa n kdg2 melemahkan semgt kta dgn mengngtkan kembali ita pendosa y mungkin x lyk utk cintaNya..
tp.. we can learn to love again..  fighting!!!!


Saturday, December 7, 2013

MDKT EXAM

SALAM.

hari selasa lpas ak dpt surat utk peperiksaan MDKT..
2 bln b4 tu  ak  ade apply jwtn pegawai tadbir gred N41...
then, alhamdulillah  dipanggil utk pekse...semua y apply dgn borg y lengk kena duduki exm saringn ni..
n then bru akn dipanggil interview.

now, ak nk cite serba sikit pasal exam ni lah..
exam ni ade 3 kertas..
1st sekali ujian IQ..
ujian IQ ni mmg betul2 menguji minda, kalau org y suka main teka teki y soalan pelik2 tu ...insyaAllah boeh score la..ada 1 soalan y ak x dpt jwp..mmg konpius jgak..soalannya mcm ni:
 
S: Skiranya harimau ad 2 kaki, singa 6 kaki dan gajah sepuluh kaki, berapakah kaki kuda?

ak bace n dlm hti ak jwp 4, tp bila tgk pilihan jawapan...bluuuurgggghhhh..

A:13
B:14
C:15
D:16

ak apelagi.hentam sajalah labuuuuuuuu......

selain soklan plik2 gtu, soalan IQ ni dirngkumi dgn soalan2 matematik..so, mmg kena prepare bw klkulator...kalau x kalut nk ngire....
soalan iq ni kna jwp 30 mnit je, ad stktur jugk...peeehhhh...daebk gile...
ad jgk y ak x smpt jwp td..

2nd plak solan pengetahuan am, soklan nye best jgklah...
kna study betul2n ae ad base sejarah y baik time sekolah un 1 advanage..
d tye psl perlembagaan, akta 171 n mcm2 lg..tarikh merdeka singapura pon ade..
kertas ni diberi masa 40 mnit n a obektif n struktur jgk...

3rd kertas ni esei..
ade 2 bhgn...korg kena pilih sendiri nk jwp bgn mana english n the rest in BM.
ak plg tkt actually esei ni.sbb ak lemau peng am n mmg rsau idea kong..
ak study hbis2 gst, petrol n banjir sbb these antara y hot thn ni after PRU13.
tp, soalan nye umum jer...cme kena pandai penuhkn esei tu dgn fakta or whtoever...setiap krgn kena lebih 200 words... n kena hantar after 60 mnit,,...fuhhhh....
kalut gile..

dats all je lah nk kongsi...exam da lpas, skang n doa n twakaal plak...moga2 ad rezeki kt tu plak..:D

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

emmmmmm

kita pernah bertemu di satu jalan kehidupan..
kau dan ak berpimpin tgn mengorak langkah mencari masa depan,
menanam bunga2 harum menghiasi jalan,
sampai satu ketika kita terhenti di persimpangan,
haluan kita mula berbeza,
kaki terus melangkah..
dan kini, kita berada dalam ruang sendiri..
aku tanpa kau..kau tanpa aku..

di satu detik,
aku terlalu rindu akan dirimu...
ku mula menjejak kembali memori lalu..
ak, kini tiba di persimpangan saat prpisahan kita terjadi..

ak menjingkit2 menuju ruang yang kau diami..
sambil berfikir ..
masih adakah ak di hatimu...

ak berjalan dan trus berjalan..
dan akhrny aku terhenti..
di sebalik pintu yng terukir namamu..

ak laungkn salam..
memanggil2 namamu...
sahabatmu ini...rinduuuu yg teramat pd kmu..
dan pintu itu masih tertutup...
dri sebalik pintu,
terdengar sorak sorai kegembiraan
ak ingin tahu, 
apakah yg terjadi dalam hidupmu sana?

dan di sebalik pintu..
ak terdngar tngisan kegembiraanmu..
terhadap sesuatu yg ak sendiri tahu..

di sebalik pintu..
ak terduduk...
ak gembira mndgr khabar kau bahagia..
namun tangisanku adalah atas sbb y sebaliknya..
sahabat...
tidak layakkah ak bersedih atas khabar y tidak ku tahu drpd dirimu sendiri..